From Raw Material to Sword

Ruby told me a story of a piece of raw metal that was left by the road side and was oblivious to anyone that walked by. The raw metal told himself that he wants to be in service for the best and not to be just be a piece of junk.

So with this desire it called out day and night hoping for someone will pick it up and use him again, he knew of the hardships that he'll have to go through like going through the high temperatures of the furnace to be melted and be knocked on hard by unforgiving steel hammers to shape him into something useful. But he was willing to fight on and go through that process a million times because he knew that he can be useful time and time again and not be a be a piece of thrash by the road.

True enough, a blacksmith walked pass and heard his cries, he took him to his house and moulded him into a fine sword, it turned out that the blacksmith was working for one of the legendary knights of that town and that the knight had needed a new good sword. Thus the raw metal that was moulded into a sword was given to the knight and he served his master faithfully.

This story tells me that we all have that inner talent within us, it's just the matter of wanting to put it to good use, I know I have some talent in me and i intend to use it and not waste the talent bestowed to me.

Thank you Ruby for the story, I hereby declare that from now on the stories that you tell me will be in this blog, drawn in a piece of paper and will be placed in my room so that i can remember all the stories that you will tell me.

A wonderful Birthday!

I'm finally 20 this year.. Wow how time flies wei... Anyways, now my age has the number "2" there d! gosh i feel so old all of a sudden... Now it is time to be a grown up, gone are the days where i can still fool around like a kid, 20 long years no more excuses d. It is time to start thinking like an adult and be more matured like an adult. No time to waste! =)

Anyways my baby bought me this really cool watch from casio which was worth RM189, thanks honey!!! It's really really nice, i was like so mesmerised by the lights and the cool features! Can you believe that it actually tells international time too!!! haha... It was like so cool, the best thing is that the watch is stainless steel and waterproof!!! which means anti-justin sweat! haha so it wouldnt rust!!!!

So today being my birthday, i still went to work... =.="... haha but i had a lot of "fun" catering to those long winded singaporeans who talk to for half an hour checking the fares with ending up not buying anything... haha.. anyways at the end of work, went to secret recipe to eat dinner with my baby bu and desmond! haha we all chose a piece of cake and the both of them sang hapi birthday to me! thanks guys, so we chit chatted and pity my darling ate a very very hard piece of chicken steak and over toasted burger bun... overall we had so much fun joking around and all... hehe... it has been a great birthday indeed

6th April 2010

Hehe, i went to KLCC with my darling today. Initially we didnt know what we wanted to do lor cuz we both ended our classes at 11 something and we had so much time on our hands.

So first we went to CITC to play around with the pc since its like the last few days we'd be using it. Then we got bored of it cuz we could not play texas hold em or anything like that, eventually we decided to leave. While we were walking to the LRT station initially with the intention of going back to our separate homes, baby suddenly ask whether want go watch movie or not, and at first we were in the balance whether we should go back or to go watch movie. In the end i decided we should go watch a movie since it has been so long since we last watched a movie together.



So off to KLCC we went, and guess what show we watched? How to train your dragon!!!! and in 3D too!! This is the 1st time for the both of us watching a 3D movie, the ticket price was RM18 per person, unfortunately for 3D movies there are no student rates. =.="
anyways the movie was like fantastic! the dragons and all. haha i remember there was one part when the hero's dragon was captured and baby was like so sad and kept on asking me would the dragon be alright? haha she looked so so cute when she was looking at me like that with the 3D goggles.



after the end of the movie baby took me to buy some shirts and she bought me 2 wonderful shirts from pdi! i love it so so much! i immediately washed the two shirts and i'm going to wear it tomorrow! hehe, i love you honey thank you so so much! Today was all kinds of fun and i appreciated every single second spent with you! eventhough i had to withstand the madness of the rush hour going back but i feel that it is all worth it.

Remembering.....

The days counting down to 30th October 2007 was an interesting one. Thinking of it just makes me smile, i was in this secluded tuition center in the middle of petaling street where mostly the students are indians. I was there in response of my ex-girlfriend wanting me to go there as according to her the teacher was really good. So i just went reluctantly, not knowing that that move was about to change my life.

So there was I, in the middle of nowhere in the midst of people i had no idea who they were and my ex dumped me there by my own as after a few classes she thought it wasn't that good after all. Not knowing what to do and thinking that going back to kasturi was too redundant, i decided to stay back and continue on with the tuition. I noticed one thing though in Chemistry and only in Chemistry class there was this lively Chinese girl would always come in to class with a cheerful look and everytime she walks through that door she'll say out loud "Hi, sir!" (refering to our tuition teacher) and she'll take her sit next to this girl whom i got to know later on was darshini. I always smiled when i saw her coming in the class with that cheerful look on her face. After a few months i find myself always expecting her to come in to class before chemistry class and without fail every single time she comes in, i'd smile. =)at that moment i knew i had something for this girl.

I never had the guts to talk to her, i was afraid that if I approached her, she would freak out and think that i'm some kind of psycho looking for some fresh meat. =p (p.s baby i'm not an evil shit) so i just sat there observing her doing the things that she do, until that very one day she suddenly talked to me, i panicked and i was wondering what to say and eventually she asked me whether i'd be interested in having lunch with her near our tuition center and i agreed! =) haha, feel kinda guilty though that she made the first move. Oh well, i must say she has more guts than i do... So things went on and we'll talk and talk whenever we met and eventually we got closer and closer.

But then the turning point, she was attending the spm seminar in kasturi whereas i was in mcdonalds which was situated nearby kasturi, i told her i was studying with somebody (which was my ex) i didn't tell her as i don't want her to be thinking something else (You know how it is when the person you like sees you with your ex)which i was trying to avoid. I swear that it was the last time i was going to see my ex as i promised to help her with her history. But things didn't go as planned ironically. =p I remembered she told me the previous day that i was a good boy and she would give me a surprise and she did! While i was studying, she came over to me all of a sudden, i was so surprised that she came to find me and she was panting all over which i guessed she had run all the way to find me, and stupidly the idiot in me took over my body, i was like so afraid that she would see my ex and it would make her unhappy, so what i did when she gave me the lollipop i was like in a rush to chase her away and that made her real mad. At that very moment, i really didn't know what to do as she was really cold to me at that time. Eventually i told her that i really had feelings towards her and i really love her. She told me that she had feelings towards me all these while and thus the beginning of our relationship.

and the girl that i was talking all these while in the post is of course my one and only love of my life RUBY WONG!! Without a doubt, i love her in the past, present and in the future. We are getting into the third year of our life together and eventhough it has been three years, everyday seems to be like the first day we ever got together. =) i love you honey

The Beginning of The Future

It is the year 2010, the beginning of a new year, of a new life, the ups and downs in the past year becomes a distant memory but there is one thing i will never forget...
That is the one whom i am so in love with, we have been together for more than 2 years now, i dare say it wasn't a smooth ride all the way. We had our arguments, our fights, saying things we never thought we'd ever say to each other because of our reluctance to give in to each other.

Despite that, things that don't bring us down makes us stronger, no matter how ugly it turns out to be, we soon realize that what we argued over was us showing each other how much we care about each other, we may portray it in the wrong way but the love is in there somewhere between the yelling and screaming. I don't know why do i say it, but I feel we argue and after the argument when everything settles down we realize that we had learned something from the argument. Especially myself, I've learned that she doesn't want to argue with me, it's the last thing she'd want to do in her life! However, due to my ego and unwillingness to back down from an argument, she had to do something to make me realize that she is doing this because she cares for me and wants me to be better for myself and for our relationship.

"Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood."
-Karen Casey
That's how a relationship be, and thats how i feel about our relationship, though we may not agree with how we handle our own personal life, but throughout this two years we have learned how to accept each other, it's not about changing your partner but it is to accepting him/her for who they are and only giving them ways of how to improve themselves and guide them but to never control to be what you want them to be because in the end it is who they are before you met them. You may share with each other the weaknesses that you see in them that they might never be aware before but never tell them to change with immediate effect. Like how my love does for me, she's ever patient in guiding me and making me realize all the wrongs i've ever done.

In the end, the love that Ruby has given to me is unconditional, she never asks for much, she just wants me to be better for the my sake and the sake of my relationship. And i vow to always keep her happy and love her for the rest of my life.

this is just the beginning of our journey together. And i would like to take this opportunity to thank Ruby for all the love she has given me.